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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
7:17 am	Motives and interests Why do we value what we do? What brings harmony into our lives, an why does it? How come only certain things are viewed like this. My brother's band is amazing. It's april...why the fuck is it snowing? So much doesn't make sense to me. I stood in Winners today astounded by the absent mindedness, by the blankness streaked across so many faces. I find it interesting that certain things can be so fucking important to some people, when they don't mean shit. A persons character is their soul. Would you hold a grudge? "Even the life that you live is borrowed, cause your not promised tomorrow" Don't leave anything unsettled. Cause you may never have a chance to say your sorry. I've said it...will you? I see through you...an it's too bad, because you used to be beautiful... No, this isn't about you. I had a great fucking weekend, and next is going to be better. If this weather just stopped being so shitty...then everything would be great. I'll be warn-out by april 27th...but after that, I'll be free...24 more days? Jealous? ~~~~~PEACE~~~~~ Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Start angry...End mad - Moneen (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
8:15 am	I forgot how much cleaner the air feels when your running. Went for a run last nite at like...10...which was really good. I miss this thing..it feels so good to be moving again. I'm horribly out of shape...but you gotta start again somewhere. The best possible place to think, is with the sun setting, an u just moving along downt the road w/ ur music in your ears. ~~~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~ Immaturity amazes me... I pity some who cannot get over it.... or get over themselves... worst thing is...u never know u have it.......maybe i do...? Current Mood: Exhausted from too much work Current Music: Lost Symphonies - Saosin (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 26th, 2005
10:31 am	hahahah...oh man....am I bored or what? Which Family Guy character are you? Current Mood: sleepy, just woke up Current Music: The dad vacuming (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
2:49 am	Music is the gateway to heaven. Can anything else make you feel this way? Design your world, create your sphere, count the sand, paint the stars, it is yours to keep, an yours to love This can be achieved through music...an song... Close your eyes...an realease your spirit, your soul into the world.... I feel like discussing mountains far an rivers wide.... i'm also very tired.... Some unresolved issues are beginning to....build up. It's funny how some boast of their maturity, when they're simply not. PLURR!!! Current Mood: high as a kite Current Music: Seemless (acoustic) Grade (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 6th, 2005
2:40 am	Why do we look for grade-school battles? Throwing dirt in each others eyes from the pitchers mound, it's like the bully wants to meet you in the diamond, but your too scared to leave the comfort of the swings. And for some reason, you still call him names. It's inevitable, your lunch-money will be taken. ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . Life has been good as of recent, lots of nothing. I like it. I sat until 5 am in my buddy Darrin's room on thursday just jammin w/ him an my other 2 buddies, half drunk, after seeing a SICK local show. That's what I want to be able to do all the time. It's good to have found my niche. Atreyu on wednsday, and i DESPERATELY need someone to go with...it won't be fun in the pit all alone... . .. ... Stop fighting, accept Current Mood: happily exhausted Current Music: Reckless - The Livid (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
6:09 pm	VERMONT!!! Fucking SICKEST WEEK EVER!!! haha. Such a party. Went up to my friend Braeden's place in Vermont for a few days. We just chilled. It was awesome. 5 of us went in total. Most beautiful countryside i've ever seen. Unbelievable. Was tough not boarding...but i still had an amazing time. hahaha...an we drank on the train home!! haha...i drank a full micky on the train home. Wow...that was fuckin hilarious! but u know how it is! Reading week worked out not so bad at all. This just adds to the euphoria i'm in!! haha. The smiles just keep coming! Everything in life makes sense right now There is nothing obviously wrong there are no downs..only ups. And it feels good....really good... I'm fuckin sooo happy right now. SO happy. Fuck. PLURR!!!!!!!! hahahahahahah Current Mood: HAPPY AS A MOTHERFUCKER Current Music: Memory (acoustic) - Sugarcult (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
1:25 am	First time in like....4 years. It's nice...not needing to think...to plan. Just to smile, and enjoy. You know whats awesome? When you're happy. So everybody shut-up...stop being sad. Why waste this time being sad? I've wasted too much time there. That's not what being a teenager is all about. It's about finding out who you are, and finding out who your friends are. I think I'm finally starting to figure some of this shit out. It takes a lot more work to frown, then it does to smile. So guess what my advice is to all? FUCK IT! Don't wrap yourself up in stuff, that's not going to matter in a year. Live life today, think tomorrow. fucking...LIVE...life today....live it. Don't talk about it...just fucking giver. On a sadder note...i have 3...not 2 fractured vertebrae. But hey...i'm not down about it. Cause i'm living...right? I'm walking...so i'm fucking stoked. I'm also going to Vermont in 2 days...which is sick. Peace and Love all. Current Mood: Chillin Current Music: Resist - The Black Maria (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
7:10 pm	UGGGHHH!!! So put me on Blue Mountain...last thursday, my first session of the year. You can imagine how happy I am...right? So then put me in the park...with some deftones rocking in my ears, and the fact that i'm feeling fucking great. Just landed a few huge ones...feeling good. Then send me off the kicker...let me pop up at the wrong time, and sail 12 feet into the air, and watch as i slowly tilt back, and my tailgrab turns into....well....turns bad. The specifics don't matter...just that it was possibly the worst pain ever. I had to ride back to the otherside of the mountain...ouch...that hurt. ANyways...long story short...getting dressed has takin me on average 15 minutes these past few days. SO i'm in pain to say the least. Today I decided to visit...el hopital! The X-rays show a fracture. Transverse Process of your vertebrae are like little wings that stick out from the body of the vertebrae. They are not connected with the spinal chord (wheww!) but are used mainly to stabilize muscles an such. Well, looks like i fractured my transverse processes on my 4th and 5th lumbar vertebrae. Can anyone say...end of boarding season? end of hockey season? how about...end of physical activity for the rest of the winter...well at least winter isn't my favourite month for sports or anything. Fuck. Current Mood: In Pain Current Music: Torn - Poison the Well (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
8:06 pm	Word... What a weekend indeed. Partied like it was 1979. However...maybe only 1989....it wasn't hardcore...but that will come. You know when you feel like you have a place? Yea...it's nice isn't it? The smile just keeps getting bigger!! haha Only downer was that my fucking brother went to the Dallas Green show...(guitarist and singer - not screamer - from alexisonfire) and while waiting for a warm up band to finish up...he met both Dallas and George (screamer from alexisonfire). I hung up on him when he called me seconds later to tell me. Fuck I was mad. Why do I always miss the shows when he meets people? He met the Funeral For A Friend singer too, at the show I missed cause i was studying or something dumb like that...fuck. And finally...i get to board soon...fuck i'm excited. Life is grood...you know what i mean. "So save your scissors, For someone else's skin My surface is so tough, I don't think the blade will sink in" Current Mood: Splendid Current Music: The Boy's Republic - Deftones (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
12:29 am	A new leaf turns in an old book. The sun begins to rise, And a smile spreads across his face. The cold melts with the snow, And he picks up the book, brushes it off, and continues to read. Too long has it been, since he last read, And too long have these pages kept un-touched. The path is clear now, The forest seems much brighter in the new sunshine. It is a new day. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Save your scissors - Dallas Green (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
8:27 pm	You scored as Indie. Indie. </td> Indie 75% Classic Rock. 67% Emo & More 67% Indie Rock 63% Punk and Pop Punk. 58% Hardcore 58% Britpop 46% Country 42% Industrial 38% Ska 33% Mainstream 21% Hip Hop and Rap 21% Music Recommendation created with QuizFarm.com Weird...but it's ok....Mogwai is fucking unbelievable. I dunno about the rest. I'd have rathered the Indie Rock...but whatever. Oh well! Current Mood: procrastinating Current Music: Moon Baby - Godsmack (Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
4:35 pm	Ears are a great tool Just open your mind, and listen Current Music: Blue in the Face - Alkaline Trio (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
9:14 pm	It's not what lies behind us, Or what lies infront of us, But what lies within us that matters... Interesting...an inspirational quote like that...and i found it in a harley davidson day planner...weird eh? Current Mood: excited-seein ol friends 2nite Current Music: Buried Myself Alive - The Used (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
9:36 pm	Resolution? So I guess I'll jump on the bandwagon and make my own new years resolution. >Stop wasting so much time >No more weed....well, at least cut it down considerable...only special occasions >Pass school...that's a big one >Keep the lessons i've learned this year >Cut down on mistakes in life >Make a bigger impression on the world...or at least start trying >Most importantly...make sure we party harder 05' than 04' Prosperity an all the best to everyone 2004...thank you for the friends, the laughs, the tears, the lessons, the life, and the fun we had. Current Mood: Thoughtful Current Music: What it is to burn - Finch (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
6:05 pm	CUBA!! Quite Possibly the best week of my life. So many cool people. So much fun. So much sun. So much of everything. Miss it already....but MAN is it good to see snow again!!! hahaha...ANYBODY WANNA GO BOARDING?!?!? Cause I sure as fuck do. Hope Christmas and New Years was a blast for everybody. 2004 was a giant lesson...so much learning an inspiration, 2005 will hopefully continue with it. I wish everyone the best in this new year... PLURR!! Current Mood: Unbelievably pleased Current Music: Echo - Incubus (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
3:55 pm	RIGHT ON!!! I officially have a band!! The Greatest Story Ever Told We will rock this world. A new band...it's amazing. Such an amazing time. We have the flow...we have the feeling...What a way to wake up in the morning. "AND I KNOW!!!!!!!!" It's all over!!! Current Mood: Fuckin Stoked!! Current Music: Nerdy - Poison the Well (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
12:20 pm	Hah "I began my ascent at minue zero You made so sure of that You tried to keep me down here Your complacency has been your downfall Nobody made you king of the world And I'm here to dethrone you So kiss the ring motherfucker It's my time, my time to shine Grasping for the straws as they fall Maybe you can make a splint for your broken ego For your broken ego So I say thank you for the scars And the guilt and the pain Every tear I've never cried Has sealed your fucking fate What did you take me for, a fool? Or were you just too blind to see That every effort made has failed And there is no destroying me? Hate can be a positive emotion When it forces you to better yourself You built me, constructed my desire Perfected my hatred Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are Ten times better than you think you are Piece by piece I've built my walls And burned the bridges down That lead back to people like you So full of malice, so full of scorn You tried your best to crush my spirit You tried to steal my soul You pushed my back against the wall And I broke it down I will not be broken Though I am the one who bleeds I will not be broken I am the one" ~Atreyu - You Eclipsed By Me If you have not heard of these guys yet, i stronly suggest you check them out. They are abosolutely amazing. Like Van Halen, mixed with a little screamo. Absolutely crazy. I'm officially obsesseed. Life is life, school is school, an i'm just chillin like a villain. I can't wait for the break, I can't wait for so much. Soon I will be snowboarding, and that will be the heaven I have been waiting for. I can't wipe this smile off of my face...for more reasons than 1. Current Mood: Better than that Current Music: Counterfeit - Limp Bizkit (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
11:18 pm	and we will always need eachother we'll bleed these hands have not been taught to hold anyother .. cause we're the special two.. Wicked awesome crazy night.....gah.... Le falto Li manco Current Mood: happy Current Music: Atreyu - ??(new Cd) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
11:35 pm	tough Always hold on....always Be strong, look fear in the eye, and smile back at it. Fuck the game, don't let the game fuck you... And when the world yells, scream back.... Current Mood: worried Current Music: Jet Black New Year - Thursday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
5:31 pm	I learned something....desire is suffering. I understand what that means. We desire so much in our lives, and becuase so much of it is non-reachable, we suffer because we cannot obtain it. Why desire what you cannot have? Why desire things you have no control over? Why put ourselves through this torture. SO I have decided. I will not desire anymore, I will be happy. The world is presenting me currently with circumstances, some of which I might not be happy with. If I desire for them to be different, then I will suffer. Why would I do that to myself. Instead of desiring something I cannot change, then I will accept what I have, embrace it with open arms, and smile at it. SO much we cannot change. Why desire the past to be different? It just makes you suffer, because you relive the bad expereinces. The past is passed, and we cannot move backwards, only forwards. Why desire to change the present? If it is meant to change, it will change. Take waht you have, and be pleased with it. Be happy with every situation, and embrace it like it IS what you desire. Why desire to change the future? It hasn't even happened yet, and you have no understanding of what it might be. I could think ahead and desire, but it simply might cause suffering. So if you are upset, if you are unsure, if you are not smiling, then I have decided it is because you are desiring. A desire to be with someone, or to love someone, or for something to be perfect, or maybe you just desire good grades. But those things come from the heart, not desire. If you don't desire, if you simply work with what you have, and embrace the current circumstances, so much will be better. SO much will be better. Do not be who others want you to be. Be who you are, and nothing more, or nothing less. The first step, is to be happy with yourself. I understand that is what you are trying to do now. I am me, and this is who I will always be, and always have been. So be who you are. You are beautiful, and amazing...you just have to believe it now. You cannot worry about hurting others. You have to think of yourself. Stop worrying, and stop thinking. Just be. Be who I met, and who everyone loves. Remember yourself, remember everything you hold dear to yourself, and be pleased with it. I couldn't be happier to still be here. I will wait, and I will smile. I am your best friend, and that is awesome....it's amazing. Stop feeling bad, and being upset. I am here, and im not going anywhere...I will be here for as long as you need. So smile, and be happy. LIFE IS GOOD...despite what many of you think, it always is, we just have to see it, and see why it is. I will always wait... Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Everything I once Had - Honorary Title (3 Comments |Comment on this)